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i just want you to tell me just how much you love me and everything i do that makes you happy, just for once, i want to feel like you love me just as much as i love you
do it just once, just for me, and then i can be happy, i can get over it and smile again
please just take all my doubts and fears away
i know you can
i just don't know why you don't
sorry, it helps to write out how I feel, so that way I can sort out what I need to do
do it just once, just for me, and then i can be happy, i can get over it and smile again
please just take all my doubts and fears away
i know you can
i just don't know why you don't
sorry, it helps to write out how I feel, so that way I can sort out what I need to do
Stuff on my mind
Staying up late again procrastinating homework
I hate when I do this because I become so exhausted
but I don't want to actually think
its my own natural defense mechanism
I don't know what's wrong and
I do not want to find out
time is ticking by but I'm not making a move
feel free to ignore, I'm just writing midnight feelings,
and don't worry about me please
Gone for a while!
I'm going on a cruise, so no internet for a while, and sorry for everyone waiting for Matt and Mello updates, it's just about there, but I ran out of time, that will be my first project when I get back. Bye everyone, I'll miss you :heart:
So what's up...
I haven't been on very often lately, and I miss DA so much, I used to go on everyday, but now its a few minutes once or twice a week. Finals are coming up in two weeks, along with a bunch more fencing competitions. Hopefully life will slow down enough for me to draw some more, and hopefully post if they are good enough...
So I have also been having a weird Alice in Wonderland obsession, its really random, but inspired a lot of the music I'm listening to now and even what I'm drawing haha
I hope everyone is doing good and had Happy Holidays this year :santa:
Life is Awesome
So life is looking up. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!! Never thought that would happen to me haha. My friends this year are actually good, no more back-stabbing (awesome) and my best friend is my best friend again. I actually smile now. Also straight A's makes me smile.
Not bragging, point of story is not too long ago, I was alone, depressed, and self harmed; the point of my story is it gets better. Chances are of my eleven or twelve watcher probably won't see this, or relate at all, but I figured I should post anyway. What's the harm
Peace :peace:
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I maybe a bit delayed in my reply to this but I have to level with you and say, I know exactly how you are feeling. Its never easy, neither is it a walk in the park but I hope whoever this is to that they do take in every heart felt word as I know what its like when that dosent come to be. I hope whoever it is does LISTEN I really do, all the best for now. Add X